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9/4/20

I'm at a house party somewhere and I'm there with Julia. Though all my friends are there, I choose to sit with Julia. Mr. [neighbor] is cooking small meat cubes. They're done extremely rare. I drive home but forget Julia. George [last name] comes up and gives me a hug because he sees me looking despondent. Then I see some weird mind footage of the [last name]s having 2 other children as newborn babies that died, and George is narrating saying something like “if only (name) and (name) had lived…” Both their names sound Arabic and start with the letter A. I sit on the steps to the front door of the house and continue to lament about forgetting Julia. I can't call her because I can't remember her phone number beyond the first 6 digits.


9/11/20

Kanye West was our stepdad and we were going to go bowling. We were in an intermediate room between the outside and the bowling alley. Kim Kardashian, Elon Musk, and other famous people started coming in and going into the bowling alley. Kanye said we could go in with them, but he was wrong. We weren't allowed into the actual bowling alley because we were not famous enough.


9/22/20

I moved into Grandma Sandy's house in New Jersey with a bunch of friends. We all had driven to NJ. We wanted to have kids so we took our DNA and put it in some dough, which we then put in the oven. Jordyn took the second child out of the oven too early. He/she wasn't cooked fully yet and looked all squishy and messed up. None of the kids were coming out the normal way. The first one to come out was like 10lbs and at first I thought he was ok but later looking at him I saw he wasn't a real child but something more like a bread doll.

I wanted to give people a tour of the house but no one wanted to go. No one was paying me much attention. I wanted to show them the “new room” section of Grandma's house that I'd gone to in my January 12, 2020 dream. Eventually I brought a group of people over, Aidan and John and others, but when I got to the entrance I noticed it was sealed off. I remembered that Grandma had told Alejandra to do that. The house was really big and there was a kitchen on the second floor. There were lots of rooms and it had odd decor. I think the kitchen walls were lime green. All the many people who lived there were going about their lives.

I was scared that a corner of the house was haunted. The corner of the house near where I was sleeping, sort of by the entrance of the house. It felt far away from where everyone else was staying and that made me feel a little lonely. I asked Nick if he noticed the ghost-like movements in my room, but he told me it was just a vent below some hanging fabric that made things rustle around.

Dreampt I was pulling coins out of a train track. Or I'd move about a train track and collect something while the train was moving. I would go on and off a platform near the train and pick up something. Performing this activity made me really happy.


9/23/20

I ran into Dimitri while I was hanging out with someone else. The other person left briefly so it was just Dimitri and me in the room and it was awkward. I didn't acknowledge the fact that we knew each other. I was just going to say nothing until our mutual friend got back but then Dimitri said something rude to me recalling our last conversation. I knew he was just trying to provoke me but I snapped anyway and told him that I'm happier than I've ever been in my life and that he had the wrong idea about me. Then I had this flashback to a news article I read about him abusing and throwing objects at his ex gf which made me scared of him. Specifically a scene where he smashed a vase in front of her then she fell into the shards. He continued to try to provoke me to talk to him. I know I interacted with him more after that but I only really remember that initial outburst of me yelling at him. It wasn't cathartic.

I was walking in the neighborhood. The lighting was weird. Things were sort of washed out like morning sunlight. I think the sky was light blue but it could've been night. There was a dissonance like that. Like it's the middle of the night but it's completely bright out. I saw a dog jump over its fence and run away and I chased it. Then I saw Fido running around off-leash. Then I saw Jack run after him.


9/25/20

I died along with Ben and Bryce and a lot of my friends in a plane crash. The plane miscalculated the landing or had to emergency land for some reason and it couldn't make it to the landing strip. Maybe it didn't have enough fuel. It crashed into a building and we all died.

I read about or was somehow aware of a famous painting that had a giant black and white cat standing behind a headboard overlooking a bed which had objects on it like renaissance painting items (balled up cloth, maybe an orange). I don't remember exactly what the objects were. There was a story accompanying the painting which was about a dream that the artist had had where the large cat was angry at him for eating meat or something. And the huge cat went up to him and pressed his nose against the artist's nose really hard. The cat didn't do it in a loving way. The cat was scary and the cat was very angry about something.

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