I was at a restaurant with Pops and we ordered calamari. What came instead were octopus legs that were fried, but there wasn't much octopus in them. Actually, it was kinda like onion, like red onion strings and a little bit of them were fried. The restaurant was really shitty and I felt bad eating the octopus because I knew how intelligent they were.

• Julia and I beat Catherine and Nick in a race by going the other way and following some guy.


• Markiplier's mom asked to see my drawings.

• I was in Bermuda, but I didn't have an identification so I had to fill out a sheet and my name was “Vazzo <Spanish last name>.”


• Sitting on the bus with a girl and asking if it hurt her to kneel on the bus for the whole time we were riding.


• Something bad was gonna happen, feeling like that.


• The house, I thought, was on fire. I thought we'd have to change the smoke alarms, or I thought they were going to go off. Then the sliding-glass door started opening and closing on its own and it got all streaky. Then I couldn't breathe and I knew we were being haunted and I saw Julia being suffocated so I ran to her and hugged her and tried to send out love wavelengths.

I was in an excel spreadsheet. I was just data on the sheet and it was peaceful and uneventful then I woke up.

Dreampt I was picking out clothes for myself to wear for the day and I saw a bright orange top I hadn't seen before. I put it on and it was very revealing. It had a super low V front and the material was just lace. I wasn't wearing a bra when I put it on and I could see my nipples. I remember thinking, “what type of bra could I even wear with this?” but I also thought it looked good on me and for that reason I wanted to wear it.

I was on the beach and my swimsuit made me look so ugly and pale and fat. And the water kept splashing up and seemed dangerous but kind of fun.

I was playing the new Animal Crossing game. I was on the screen with Rover on the train, only it wasn't Rover, it was an ostrich type animal, kind of like Pavé. I decided I didn't want to play yet actually, because I knew I was playing it early and I wanted to wait a little longer until it was officially released. I hit B a ton, but instead of the game going back to the title screen, my character got “thrown” off the train and onto the platform in front of the town hall. I was pretty impressed that they programmed the game that much, like they accounted for any choice the player made. Anyways, my character had printer black hair and skin, very dark like the game was glitched. He kind of looked like Pigpen.

Then the game went into this survival mode where I had to fight off a bunch of small swarms of bug-like creatures (or something small and swarming). It was really hard and behaved like a Mario Odyssey level and I thought to myself, “how will I be able to reset if I don't get the fruit I want? This game is so hard, I'll have to beat this 'level' every time, just to even check which fruit I have.”

I was over at the [last name]'s house talking to Amy J. She was giving me instructions on how to dog-sit Fido. The kitchen we were standing in looked like the kitchen area in Katarina's house, near the refrigerator.

Mom went over to Bryan from Chemistry class's house. She told his family something embarrassing about me, like something about my mental health. I was so mad. I remember feeling like I wanted to cry but I couldn't.

Another part of the dream took place in a nail salon that had orange colored walls. It was very bright inside, warm yellow and orange, but outside it was a dark night. My physics professor was either there, or he was on the way and we were waiting, or he was remotely instructing us. I was sitting on these carpeted bleachers with some other familiar people.

I was inside an H&M. I had picked out some cat ear headband or some kind of odd item like that and I was going to buy it, but as I was standing in the checkout line I changed my mind. I decided instead to buy a pair of jeans and a pair of sunglasses. While I was checking out, the cashier lady told me that with my purchase of a pair of jeans also comes a free shirt made out of the “extra material of the jean.” I took it that the “extra material” meant the unused stuff from manufacturing that would've otherwise been thrown out. The store was giving these shirts away as part of an advertising campaign about sustainability and the environment. The shirt was off the shoulder but with these thick straps holding it up. It clasped underneath the bust, then the bottom flared out on both sides under the clasp and revealed the wearer's belly button.

After buying these items I kept getting the feeling that I'd accidentally bought something I didn't actually want to buy (the cat ear headband), so I looked for the receipt, which I wasn't sure where I'd placed. I looked and looked and couldn't find it. I also had a difficult time seeing what was in my bag because everything was so cluttered. H&M didn't give me a shopping bag (sustainability), so I had to shove the jeans, sunglasses, and receipt into my normal bag. I also kept thinking that I might've stolen something by accident.

After this I went out to a bus stop located at what looked like the outside of a school. Like the back parking lot of [elementary school]. I knew I had parked a car in the lot. Suzy S. was with me. I got on a bus that she got on, but I only wanted to get driven closer to where my car was parked, I didn't want to take the bus to its final destination. I don't really remember why I got on the bus actually. When I attempted to tell the driver to stop the bus, she ignored me. I was being pretty hard to ignore too, running up the aisle.

Since she wouldn't stop, I gave up and decided to just sit in a seat. I sat in the first row seat on the right (if you're facing forward), but the seat felt higher up than the rest and was sort of uncomfortable (I think it was a handicap seat), so I moved to the seat behind that. I saw that there was a teenage girl with blonde hair sitting in the first row on the left. She had a warm energy about her and I didn't feel judged by her at all. It was a feeling like when you know someone likes you and isn't annoyed by your antics.

Somehow I finally got to my car. I wanted to invite Suzy to drive with me, because we live so close and she was being very nice to me. But I didn't ask, for whatever reason. Once in my car, I looked in my bag and saw that the pair of sunglasses I'd bought was the exact same kind that we already had many pairs of (the cheap maroon/purple ones).

Then Charlie was in the car with me. We pulled up to the house and I saw two women out front near and on the driveway. They were performing some dance or somehow behaving oddly. I looked closer and realized they were both Charlie's ex-girlfriends.

I was inside a cabin somewhere. It wasn't my cabin. I was there with some people I perceived as family, though not my family in real life. I had a Grandpa, Mom, and another family member there. There were these two other people too but we weren't related. I had this intense feeling that they were disloyal and selfish. I somehow knew that the situation was at some point going to turn dire and when it did, the two outsiders would kick us out of the cabin and leave us to fend for ourselves. But I saw that my Grandpa knew this too, and he was wisely doing things in advance to protect us from their selfishness.

At some point while we were in the cabin, the lights and water got shut off. I remember the landlord telling us that he'd done this, and that, even if we were thirsty, we couldn't get anything to drink from up front in the lobby either (?) I envisioned this circular bar with a bunch of beer taps. Some other commotion that had happened there was what pissed off the owner and caused him to not give us electricity or water.

Sometime later in the dream, I went outside to go on a walk. Charlie was there and so was “Grandma Sandy,” but she appeared to me more like Cher. Charlie was telling me and Grandma about an encounter he'd just had with some Amish people who worked on the land near the cabin. He said that they were very socially awkward.

Then we all went on a walk. We were walking up by a road with Lola and Cher was holding the leash. She kept letting Lola get too close to the street and Lola's collar was loose, so I was very scared. We went up to a storefront that sold sweets and bakery items like you'd get on a boardwalk. Mom and Cindy were now the people I was (and had been) with. Charlie was still there too. Mom ordered something from the guy at the shop. He was selling these donut things and ice cream. He'd stack the donuts on top of the ice cream in a cone, but the donuts were really soft. Cindy ordered this too, but to bring back for Catherine and Nick, who weren't there.

Connected to the “donut” shop there was a fruity ice store selling smoothies and stuff like that. I ate one of the “donuts'' off of the stack that Mom had bought, before I saw the fruit stand. When I saw it, I wished I'd gotten that instead. Also, Cindy got 3 donuts with holes in them and Mom got 4 donuts without holes in them. The guy who was serving them to us was a fun character.

Dreampt I had a malnourished tiny turtle in my closet that I gave water and food to.

I was at the cabin with Owen and Cindy and the cousins. Owen was doing something that was bothering me and making me nervous. Jim was there too. I asked Jim something about a chemistry lab which makes this tasty food item and Jim said that “they had done the lab this week, and since there's no school anymore, it's cancelled.” (?)

Next thing I know there are people outside shooting at each other for fun. They're doing all kinds of dangerous things for fun. One scene I specifically remember is this kid is lying down in a coffin and the coffin is getting shot at. Then the shooting stops and he sits up all happy. I couldn't believe that he hadn't been shot. I'm “with” whoever this group of people are, so I don't feel in danger of being an outcast target or anything, but what they're doing terrifies me.

Eventually I hear screaming and I rush outside and see that one of the guys had his head blown off. It was gory. People were screaming and crying. I was shocked. They started talking about how they were gonna lie to the police and how they would cover up the death. I started to feel the need to distance myself from them.

Next part of the dream I remember, I was arriving at a grocery store with that same group of people. I walked away from them and hoped that, even if they all got caught for murder, I could lie and say I didn't know them. I'd say it's just a coincidence that I came into the store at the same time as they did.

I walked around for a bit and saw a bottle of sparkling lemonade. I took a picture of it to send as a snapchat. I overheard a girl getting interrogated in the aisle next to me. I walked to an opening between some merchandise and tried to quietly listen, but it was very obvious that I was eavesdropping. The interrogator man came over and told me he'd pay me to stop and go away.

Dreampt I was logging into Zoom to go to my physics lecture. The website wasn't how I thought it'd be. Us students were each represented by an avatar. My avatar was an old, crossdressing clown with campy makeup on. I wanted to change it but I couldn't. I felt bad because I thought people might see it and think, “wow that's funny. It looks like Maria irl.” Like a mocking caricature, because maybe they thought I wore too much makeup. I was nervous because I felt insecure about that. I saw somewhere that my avatar was under a class called “elders.” Like how there are classifications of races or species in some video games. I saw that Bryan was online too. He was looking for a partner for a school project and I wanted to “apply,” but I was nervous he'd think I'm creepy.