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7/4/20

I was being disobedient towards a teacher or some woman who maybe was a security guard. She was my authority. She was mad at me and we were fighting. I was being naughty and joking around and getting her riled up. I got in trouble, I think.

I was at a stand in some bazaar buying caramel apples. The workers asked me what kind of dip and what toppings I wanted. I was hesitant to get anything on the apples because I thought it would cost a ridiculous amount extra like how it was at [apple orchard]. They told me there was no extra cost. I looked at all the toppings. There were sprinkles, then most of the other ones were gummies. Like green leaf-shaped gummy candies and other color/shape combinations. I think I got sprinkles on one apple and gummies on another. I think I got three apples in total but I don't remember for sure.


7/6/20

Dreampt I was holding up the line while trying to get on a flight. There was an Asian man in line behind me but he wasn't getting upset. The flight attendant who was checking me in asked for my birth month and day but I said the year instead. Then I said both 0407 and 0704, depending on if she was going on mmdd or ddmm, but she still couldn't find my info to let me on the flight. Eventually the people in line behind me—but not the Asian man—all got mad at me.

I was finally allowed on the plane, but I had all this stuff hanging out of my bag that I had to shove in before I could get on. I was trying to do it fast, but I just couldn't seem to get all of it into my bag. It was frustrating and took so absurdly long that I woke up.


7/9/20

Dreampt I was lost on a trail with Jordyn and some other people. There was one other guy there with us for sure. We were lost but had almost found our way back. Jordyn said something about something that her “alt right friends” had told her. I took in the fact that Jordyn was a nazi silently, because we were lost in an unfamiliar place and it wasn't the time to be confused by her statement. The way back to where we started was through a flea market in a small cult-ish town. We went through.

Julia and Mom were there and Mom made Julia buy an apron, so she would have a new apron to do dishes in. Joey was also there. Julia had bought 2 aprons but I made her give one to Joey, even though she didn't really want to. I remember ripping a blue bow off Joey's apron before giving it to him.

I received a message from [name]. I opened it (it was like a snapchat) and it was a picture of him lying shirtless on a deck chair out in the sun. I thought he must've sent it to me by accident, so I didn't really want to look at it out of embarrassment. But curiosity got the best of me so I looked at it and my eyes went down and I saw he wasn't wearing any pants. Then I knew I'd gotten it by accident. I looked to see again who sent it to me and it was no longer [name]'s name, it was some username I'd never heard of and it kept changing.


7/11/20

I was filling out this paper after seeing a movie, but I didn't see the movie so I was struggling. Charlie, Grandma Sandy, and the rest of the family were also filling out this questionnaire.

A Jewish family came over to the house. They were Grandma's friends. One of the younger sons came over to me and helped me with my paper. He was very shy. The whole dream took place at night. The Jewish family started cooking something and they were staying late. I ran outside with two blankets covering me. Some story that Mom told me echoed in my ears; something about Kelly Bensimon going to bed feeling fine, then waking up with a 130° fever.

Thinking about that made me anxious. I went back inside and into the computer room. I sat on the floor with Julia, Catherine, and the shy boy. Catherine asked him for his phone and put her number in. I remarked that his phone looked like an iphone 6 and asked him if it was. He seemed embarrassed by it, so I quickly said “I have an iphone 6 too, just the plus version.”

Then I took his phone to put my number in. I was having a ton of difficulty typing in my name, which the boy interpreted as me just having a difficult Polish name. He said in a self deprecating way, “you should hear my mom pronounce our last name.” In reality I was having a difficult time typing in my name because it was a dream.


7/12/20

Dreampt I was at a rally for the Green Party. We were in a gymnasium sitting on bleachers in a semicircle. The director wasn't starting anything and everyone was in a state of waiting. I was sitting in the middle between Zoey and Kate. Forbes connected to one of the monitors hanging around the room and started playing Animal Crossing. Apparently, he was demonstrating something that was related to the rally, but it really didn't seem like it.

Eventually I got fed up waiting and stood up and begged the director to start the rally for real. Or to pick up the pace. I asked the audience, “who else agrees? Come on!” At first no one said anything and I couldn't believe that I was the only one who wanted to get the show on the road. After some amount of time, though, others in the audience began to agree. I started yelling about how we were the majority, so Forbes should have to turn off Animal Crossing and move on. I'm not sure if I actually had the majority, but the director moved on after that.

When I sat back down, I noticed that Zoey had moved next to Kate and I was no longer sitting in the middle. After that we had to get into groups of 3 and stand at tall tables located around the room. At my table was Zoey, me, and the TA from 10th grade percussion ensemble.


7/23/20

I was at my friend's birthday party and I was the only white kid there. Everyone got an orange t-shirt except for me. I was wearing navy blue and I said to my friend, “we're like the Patriots.” I thought navy and orange were the Patriots colors.


7/29/20

My chemistry teacher was assassinated during class and the class just kept going on and they got a new professor. I thought that was really cruel but no one else was acting like it mattered that much. After Chemistry was English. Jill S. was Zoey and Abby K.'s English teacher, not my teacher, but I went to class with them for some reason. We were all handed quizzes and mine was from another class because I didn't know any of the material from Jill's class yet. There were big sheets of magenta shiny paper covering the front wall of the classroom. I realized I didn't have a backpack or any materials with me so I asked Zoey for a pen. The whole class groaned. Jill was known for having a bunch of pens outside her room exactly so this situation wouldn't happen. I had seen the pens but didn't think to take one at the time. I was extremely insecure about my face being red while walking to Jill's class.

At the end of the dream, a teacher-man clipped off part of Lola's ear. It was part of an assignment. I went insane and I started beating the shit out of a stuffed animal or something that the teacher had been using in the classroom. The cut didn't hurt her and it was part of some sort of assignment but I had told him to “just take a detailed picture instead.” He didn't think cutting part of the ears off was a big deal. He was trying to show me how little of a deal it was and how it wouldn't bother Lola, and that's when he did it. I was so upset, when I woke up I could still feel the anger. He cut off part of the front of her ear and it made the whole front of her face look different. It didn't hurt her, though. She didn't react when it happened.

I was at Rutherford. I saw Gunnar M. but he was young again. He was getting off the bus and walking into the school and seemed nervous so I said hi to him. It was a first-day-of-school type nervousness. Then his friend came over and they interacted. Neither of them were nervous anymore. I saw a kid with slight down syndrome through the window behind them walking.


7/30/20

I was at a party on a lake or ocean. I was with Zoey and we went to buy drinks. It was lots of fun. Before I knew it, it was dark out and I was among the only people left. It didn't seem that late because it wasn't that dark, but it was darker than before. Like 9pm. I saw Prince William swimming. I saw him earlier too but I'd ignored him up to this point, but since I was swimming near him I thought I'd say hi. So I said hi and said, “you're the next king of England” and he said “yes” but he seemed annoyed that I was talking to him. So I said “good luck” and left because I wasn't all that interested in talking to him either.

Then I was with Dante on the back deck or in the porch, but this was still near the ocean I was just in. Dante and Stuss both sent me text messages at the same time that both said similar things. Because this was so weird and coincidental, I felt like there was something happening, and because of this “something is happening” feeling, I started looking for clues or something (I don't know what I was looking for or why, but there was this feeling like whatever it was was super mysterious and puzzle-like and intriguing). Dante got in on the search because he was curious too.

So we kept looking and going through boxes. Dante found a bunch of cards and he set them down in front of my face (I might've been crouched down or something so he set them on a table right in front of me? I don't know what I meant by this). They were extremely rare, REALLY expensive cards. He didn't say how he got them or what kind of cards they were. I looked at them. They had different colored backings. Not all of them were unique though, there were repeats of colors, and the way they were organized was by color, so there were like “blocks” of cards of a certain color as you went through the deck. While I was examining them I mixed up their order, so before I gave them back to Dante I asked him which order he'd like them in.

I found a box full of things a girl had sent to Dante. A persistent girl who just kept sending things to him, but he didn't respond to her and when I asked about the box it seemed like he was upset or annoyed by her which is why he just threw the items into a box. I was surprised at how openly he was letting me look through his things, like he had nothing to hide.

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