It was a sunny day and I was pacing around the house near the front door. I was in a really weird way where I felt both hyper and composed, but the composure felt very fragile, almost neurotic and fake. I was extremely bored. While pacing I was convincing myself that I wasn't crazy. I went over to the [neighbor]'s back door and broke into their mudroom, which was all red. The house was set up like Kate's on the inside, but looked like the [neighbor]'s on the outside. Once in the mudroom I panicked and realized I had broken into their house. I was confused as to why I even did. Mr. [neighbor] was in the kitchen and I knew he heard me break in, so I had to say something. I said, “hi daddy” in a sexual way. Mr. [neighbor] was confused so I panicked more because I didn't know why I said that. I nervously said, “I didn't mean 'daddy', I meant 'is S. home?'” Mr. [neighbor] said no and I apologized and left. As I was walking away down their driveway I thought to myself, “I am actually crazy.”

I am in a vast, sparsely crowded—but still busy—public bathroom trying to find a clean stall. The bathroom is a pigsty and everything is terribly disgusting. Ana R. comes up to me and starts complaining about her job as a chef. She asks me to take her job but I decline the offer.

Zoey, Kate, and I are going somewhere on a path. Zoey wants to get there fast, so she takes “shortcuts” which involve going off road momentarily and don't actually save any time. Kate voices her frustrations with this to me as we walk.

Zoey, Kate, and I are in the cul-de-sac watching planes passed overhead. The planes make different high-pitched noises which remind me of the beginning of some The Who songs. I want to talk about this with them, but I don't think they will know what I'm talking about. Unexpectedly, Zoey starts singing “Love Reign Over Me.” We both get excited that we thought similarly.

I had a dream that my teachers were making fun of me for taking incompletes in the grade-book.

Dreampt that I had a box of kittens, which I put on a shelf, then I went to sleep. When I woke up I went over to check on the kittens but they were all dead. I tried to revive them by putting them in water, but they melted away.

I'm walking down the hallway at school and the girl who plays viola walks past me, then Addie comes up and talks to me about how much the girl annoys her. Then I am at the library and there's creepy ghost stuff going on. Then I wake up and I'm sleeping in Charlie's window, but it's like a nest. I'm looking out the window and there are kids playing basketball on the roof. On the roof, near the window, there is a red-winged blackbird pacing back and forth, muttering something to itself, but when I try to talk to it, it flies to the edge of the roof, away from me. The basketball kids notice me and come over to the window and into the house. We are all sitting in a circle, but now the scenery has changed to an open field by a walking path. A bunch of hippies come down the path looking for me. I feel like I must've ditched the hippies earlier, because I feel guilty for being with the basketball kids. I try to hide when the hippies come looking for me.