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I was at a skatepark or drained swimming pool and there is some sort of competition going on. Garrett and I confess our love for eachother.

I was sitting in a circle with Cindy, Nick, Catherine, Charlie, and Mama. I somehow end up saying that I don't really like Cindy and we argue about it.


undated

I was in Japan and a storm hit and a seal landed on my roof so I went out the window and brought him in but then these two girls told me he needs water or he will die. I didn't know my way around Japan so they led me. Then we went up this escalator and I held the heavy, squirming seal and kept thinking to myself DO NOT DROP IT, but a gust of wind hit and I accidentally dropped him and watched him bounce down the escalator. Then I jumped/fell down the escalator to rescue him.


11/29/14

Me and Ben were smoking meth in my basement and we were going crazy and my heart was beating irregularly. We were chasing each other in a circle that went on and off the couch.


11/30/14

Mama and I were driving and we pulled into a small, retro-ish convenience store and got out. Mama asked if I wanted chips. I looked at the chip rack and there were only two bags on it. Then we were checking out and an asian guy was next to us and we all started talking.

I am in a hotel room and trying to sleep and the sound of smashing glass is right above me (whoever the monster is I knew they were coming for me). So I am freaking out in my room and then someone is next to me (I don't know who) and they just appeared there—but since it was a dream, I noticed nothing wrong about it. Anyways, we were talking and I said “what are we going to do” and she says, “ask Squidward” so I go into a room diagonal from my bed but still in our hotel room and I told Squidward what was happening and he started doing the “future” thing. I don't really remember what happened after that.

Then I'm back in the hotel room only this time the room is lighter (brightness wise) and there was a big pile of something in the room (don't remember what) and me and Kate were building stuff with whatever was in the pile. I don't remember what happened, but then I said “I am better at building things than you are” and she said “how so?” I said “I am better at geometry.” So we were going to have a building contest and we were wrangling up all the stuff back into a pile, only now they were a bunch of toy cars.

I was walking and I heard people talking about me and they said “she should marry adjective name” (don't remember exactly what the name was) and then someone else said something about how marrying ____ would be like marrying ____'s dad because apparently the two were really close or the dad was competitive and didn't want his son to marry (IDK). Then I looked to see who was talking. They were on a porch swing but it was hanging off a tree and it was the TFC people – the mom and dad. And they knew I saw them, so they said hi and we were talking about how Ellie was going back to TFC and I didn't know she ever left. Then, behind them in a bumper car without the bumpers (just a tiny roofless car) Julia and Catherine were sitting and laughing at me because they knew I didn't want to be talking to the TFC people. Then they brought up the fact that I don't go to TFC any more which is the awkward thing me and the TFC people were avoiding talking about. I was telling them all these shit excuses and shit and Julia and Catherine were just laughing at my struggle.


DECEMBER 2014
12/1/14

Me and Julia were fighting about something and Julia took my little blue fish thing from me. So I grabbed it to get it back, but when I did get it back it popped and I started crying.


12/2/14

Momma and I were walking on a nature trail next to a lake and then, all of a sudden, two ATVs come crashing down the hill and they're hitting trees and doing tricks and such, but then they crash at the edge of the lake (right before the swamp be part of the lake). The two guys in the ATVs come over to talk to us and when I looked up at their faces, it was the Kratt brothers and I freaked out and told them they were my idols.

A ton of students and I were walking to an assembly in the gym following Mr. [teacher]. The gym was super huge and poorly lit with a big TV coming down from the ceiling. Once we were all sitting on the floor the national anthem started playing, but then it turned out I was supposed to be playing the anthem from my phone, but I didn't have a speaker. So I played it with the built-in one and it was pretty quiet, but I didn't think people noticed, and I was trying to hide it but still play the anthem loud. Then a couple kids turned to me and asked me if I was playing it.


12/4/14

I was at school and it was before I had to go to math class and I forgot to turn in my Catcher in the Rye essay. So I freaked out and was looking for it and the bell went off, so I knew I'd be late for math. I was standing by these lockers organizing my stuff and then the end of class bell went off. I was so confused, time passed so quickly and I was scared I was going to get a truant, which I did end up getting.


12/7/14

I went up into my room and saw a liquor bottle and a tin of marijuana sitting on my bedside table. I got really mad at Dad because I figured he'd been in there and that's how the stuff got there. I left my room for one second then went back and the stuff was gone. I wanted to keep the marijuana, so I went around looking for it. I found it and went back to my room to hide it but before I could, Mom and Dad walked in and they were all smiles, like they knew what was up. The marijuana was on my bookshelf, pretty out in the open, and I was trying to block them from seeing it without suspicion. Once they left, I successfully hid it, but then Mom came back and said she was looking for something. I was freaking out to hide the weed more. She got really close to it and patted down the blanket it was under and I knew she felt it. She stopped searching and told me something (I don't remember) but it explained to me how she and Dad were suspicious of me, but it was for something else, not the marijuana.


12/14/14

I guess I wanted to get some sunlight or something, so I went to the baseball pitch at the park and it had a ton of sand. The whole park was a sand dune. I wasn't wearing a shirt, just a bikini bottom. I went and rolled around and basked in the early morning sun, but then a ton of kids came to the park to play so I booked it outta there.


12/26/14

I was in the street in front of a theater with a ton of people waiting outside. Everyone was waiting to get into the theater. There was a building near the theater that was historic because of something that had to do with Pink Floyd. I wanted to go see the building, but there were too many people blocking my way. Then, they opened the theater doors and everyone ran in except for me and two guys. I asked them to take a picture of me with my camera. The whole city seemed abandoned besides us. When the theater finally let out, all the people came flooding back into the street. The guys started running because people were chasing them with guns. The guys forgot they still had my camera, so they turned around and ran towards the guys with the guns to give it back to me. A ton of people were getting shot and I remember really not wanting them to risk their lives just to give me my camera.

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